Sometimes I wonder about what’s ‘out there’ and by that I mean the space between what we know & what we don’t. Like maybe its just me (no surprise if it was) but have you ever just woke up depressed? Like during your sleep something happened? And you missed it – yet felt it?
I know that may seem odd or hell crazy, but welcome to a piece of my life. I’ve been told its because I’m emphatic (pick up on others emotions and feel them). Maybe then again maybe I hold on to things way too long deep down and they slowly surface…..
So in the end I can either let it consume me or drive me to new heights. Ironically I’m afraid of heights… Go figure. Anyway….
Maybe I’m just a machine churning out ideas or emotions in a different way then I was designed? Or maybe I’m just lost in my madness that drives me… Either way I’m here…. And amused at what I’ve become.